Rain has started to fall again for the past few days but it's kind enough to stop for my jogging during the evenings. I'm working on running three times a week and currently it's going as planned :)
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I caught a documentary on exorcism last night on Discovery (funny how I blogged about it before too). The host went to a few places where significant exorcisms took place and interviewed some priests, doctors and historians, etc. After the usual re-enactment, voice recordings, ancient scrolls-reading, etc, what struck me most was the notion of the devil being in everyone of us. It could start off as a harmless mischievous thought...then perhaps you start to take pleasure in things like being selfish, greedy, lazy, etc (seven sins?)...soon the voice inside you tells you to do certain things, and later on when you realised it, it may be too late and you're losing control of yourself. You get smaller and smaller...you're losing your own voice...and slowly it takes over your body, heart and finally your soul. Devil at work? Or just human's weakness and bad habits? You decide.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Just when I thought I couldn't rely on music to get me through rough patches, I listened to LGF's recordings from the last jamming, albeit still a little unrehearsed and quirky sound balance, they bring a smile to my face and make me looking forward to the next session. Music has been...and still is one of the best motivation to me.
Finally, looking back at my last entry now, it's a little embaressing cos I made it sound like 世界末日 (judgement day) when it's just part and parcel of life and going through changes. But then again, those expressed words did reflect what I felt during that time and it was necessary that it gets channeled out and addressed, before I could move on :P
Okie, next up...LGF photoshoot! Followed by the dreaded reservist in 3 weeks' time...and a gig straight after it! And more things to look foward to :)
